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em's Journal
Below are the 14 most recent journal entries.
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2009.01.13 19.06
my first reaction to kick scream cry rant and rave, but ive been there done that. it's fine.
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2008.11.09 00.14
bored bored
im so overwhelmed. school ends in a few weeks, and i actually have to decide my future. ive spent the last year and a half out in hair school, and taking an extra class, AND working. December seems to be looking up though,,, I'll be graduated early, and waiting on my liscense to come in. The game plan is to get my business degree from PJC, then open my own shop next door. I have this cute little vision to make it slightly modern but with a 50's touch. I want it to be young and hip but inviting to the old too. So im going to try to swing it toward decorating each room different, kind of like a salon that's downtown. i want two stylists, a tanning bed, and a nail table. anyways thats in the bright future. im so excited for it though. i just dont see my self being fit with doing hair under someone or at dillard's (where I am now). i want to be my own boss! If this doesn't work out, i guess im going to major in journalism, or literature and become a teacher.. my second passion. yeah so i guess im writing to ryan god again, since he is the only person who updates this still. hahahah get a girlfriend ryan. <3
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2008.07.20 21.46
starting back my livejournal
Yesterday Andy and I went to this cute little restaurant in Milton. I've been eyeing it for awhile, but never stopped to eat. It's outdoors and it's super chill. There's a guy who plays guitar and sings. He was playing David Bowie, and Andy made a bet that the next song he played we would know. Sure enough next song he played was "let it be". I was totally stoked. It's become my new favorite restaurant. I smoked a black and mild for the first time in forever last night..with windows down, blaring Sugarcult, and andy in the car. He's my best friend, in every sense of the word.
I want another tattoo, but i'm too busy paying off bills right now. BTW im going to start posting more, with recent pictures, even though i only have a few friends. sup es, and my cute old friend, ryan god.
Music: ani difranco
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2007.11.12 17.45
it's one of those things where you feel completely disconnected from everything you want, because what you want is what you can't have. jealously, bitterness, angst, and foolishness get the better of you. maybe if we lived by the Book or by the golden rules, life wouldn't take such a toll on our bodies and emotions, because then we could have an excuse to be free of worry, stress, and anxiety. anyways, school sucks. cosmetology takes up a lot of my time. who knew you could get in a fight with a blow dryer and a round brush?! you have no idea how many curse words i've thrown to my gear. the tests are ridiculously hard on some days, and other days are just doozies. I'd like to quit, change majors, and find some peace in another form. I'm very behind, and i'm aware of that, and have no desire to go back and finish things. i also have this science class on a couple days a week. It's not hard, and the teacher is so nice. She makes it well worth learning about water and rocks. too bad outside of class, my brian collaspes and i find my self with some wretched form of ADD everytime i crack those books... actually any books give me ADD. i've been dieting for the past week, and i'm super proud of myself. the scale says seven pounds less than i was before. it feels good too, to know that even though i'm not at the weight i want to be, i'm a step closer. i've broken some bad habits, like mcdonald's, and diet coke everywhere. I resort to water, flavored water, and every now and then the southern girl in me needs a tall glass of sweet tea.... sweet n low of course. i hit up the gym a few times last week, and walked the track.
my cousin is getting married next month, and i'm looking forward to going to wedding. i love having a huge family, and she's mexican. her family is amazing, and i'm using dec 16, two days before the wedding to be the day i meet my goal weight.
word okay im done,
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2006.07.02 18.52
it's been forever since i've been this bored, this tired, and this scared all at the same time.
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2006.02.08 20.37
at this point in the week, i couldn't possibly imagine myself subject to anyone's (boys to be specific) loving. While V-day is less than a week away, I'm honestly nonchalant about it. I love boys, but the thought of a relationship makes me sick. Maybe I'm just tallying up my options, because believe it or not I have at least one boy- maybe two or three- chasing me. None of which I care to date. I haven't found a guy that I actually like. The few boys who take a liking towards me are just boys who are settling for me, as I would them. Taking that into consideration fuck all you desperados I am not going to be your little bitch.
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2006.01.04 19.11
hey, i hit my first parked car today, (sorry TC).
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2005.11.14 20.38
sometimes i wish i were legal.
DAMNIT.
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2005.11.06 19.09
baby you're bad news, but i don't care cos i like you.
so esther ryan, and my newest fan club member- TC
there are some cds i want, you guys should buy me for christmas
Rilo Kiley
Coldplay
Queen greatest hits
Ashley Simpson
okay love you bye bye
Mood:  amused
Music: rilo kiley- portions for foxes
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2005.11.02 18.18
cassy (old bff) had her kid two days ago
charlie (other old bff) had her kid in july
im beginnning to wonder when im due?
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2005.10.24 19.27
my dog won't shut the fuck up. hes running around my house barking in circles.
i think the boogey man is out.
im listening to hilary duff ^_^
who wants to go get chinese with me this week?
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2005.10.23 18.19
so esther and ryan god
how you two doin?
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2005.10.18 20.02
muthafuckas
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2005.10.16 19.38
woo livejournal
Mood: amused
Music: coldplay
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